roc_on: (j ~ juéde)
Beila Guxiao ⁜ Chi ([personal profile] roc_on) wrote2016-04-12 06:32 pm

one death: tragedy / a million a statistic / incommensurate

Beila gives Dao space. He is extremely right that she's not the best person to be sad about his dead serial killer friend with and that seems to be his principal occupation, so - space.
thinklikethis: (⑨ nobody loves me)

[personal profile] thinklikethis 2016-04-13 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
"Okay... uh, well, I don't really know what to say, still, because... do you just want me to say I'm sad that those people got killed? Like, I am."
thinklikethis: (⑥ guilty parts)

[personal profile] thinklikethis 2016-04-13 04:37 am (UTC)(link)
"Then I kinda don't know what you're asking me for."
thinklikethis: (⑧ to this wreck)

[personal profile] thinklikethis 2016-04-13 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
"Iiiii think so? Although if I tried it I would go crazy, because wow?"
thinklikethis: (⑭ these ain't my hands)

[personal profile] thinklikethis 2016-04-13 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
"I... don't, or I don't think I do," he says. "Or. No. I don't resent you. I don't, I just, I..."

He trails off.

"I wanted him to be okay."
thinklikethis: (⑪ i am just a new boy)

[personal profile] thinklikethis 2016-04-13 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
"I know that. I just."

He rubs his face with both hands.

"You're the first friend I ever had. And Jun is the second. And Sora is the first person I ever... felt like I understood? Like, I don't even know if understood is the right word. But. I don't have that many friends in the first place and I never met anyone else who was as much like me as he was and that's why I'm so wrecked over the whole thing. It's not... I don't think you should have done something different? I think I would've done something different but you're a different person from me."
thinklikethis: (⑧ to this wreck)

[personal profile] thinklikethis 2016-04-13 06:04 am (UTC)(link)
"Probably not. You don't have weird problems like my weird problems."
thinklikethis: (⑨ nobody loves me)

[personal profile] thinklikethis 2016-04-13 03:27 pm (UTC)(link)
"Which is great, I wouldn't wish my weird problems on anybody. But it does kinda mean you don't really know what being me is... like."
thinklikethis: (⑧ to this wreck)

[personal profile] thinklikethis 2016-04-13 05:44 pm (UTC)(link)
"...What do you mean?"
thinklikethis: (⑩ how should i)

[personal profile] thinklikethis 2016-04-13 05:47 pm (UTC)(link)
"Do we need to? Like, is that a thing that needs to be fixed?"
thinklikethis: (⑥ guilty parts)

[personal profile] thinklikethis 2016-04-13 07:25 pm (UTC)(link)
"Well... I don't know what to do about that," he says.
thinklikethis: (⑨ nobody loves me)

[personal profile] thinklikethis 2016-04-13 09:10 pm (UTC)(link)
"I guess I don't know... why you want to know what being me is like? Being me kinda sucks."

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