no seriously / original bones don't steal / or commit arson

[roc_on]

The news gets worse.

The police nailed down a pattern - the guy found with the missing bones was one thing, but there were other missing persons, alternating genders, late teens to early twenties, all taken from the same part of town. Cops, including cops of the relevant age range, stalk the area, and one of them gives chase to a man who proves to be a firebender. He burns out most of a liquor store, proving it, and the cop loses him trying to meet him on the other side and goes back to help evacuate the units above the store.

There's security footage of the fire and some of the chase, rescued from the liquor store, and the media gets ahold of it.

Chali says this still isn't an Avatar matter. Beila, who has no detective skills anyway, defers to his expertise, meditates, reads her book - turns up to her firebending lesson.

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[thinklikethis]

"Is the art project helping you?" he asks, hoarse-voiced and more aggressive than he meant to be.

[in_silk]

"...it was supposed to," the bloodbender says quietly.

[thinklikethis]

He tries to make his voice softer, more gentle. "But it's not. Is it."

[in_silk]

Silence.

[thinklikethis]

"Then, I mean - I don't," sniffle, "I don't want to be that guy with the stupid obvious question, but why are you still doing it?"

[in_silk]

"I don't know."

[thinklikethis]

Still kind of terrified, but oh, that hurt to listen to, it sounded so familiar...

"Want to talk about it?" he offers.

[in_silk]

A somewhat longer silence.

[thinklikethis]

He gradually gets control of the lingering sniffles. His throat hurts from crying. He doesn't say anything else.

[in_silk]

"...I killed my father," he says, "because I thought it was the only way I could be safe. I thought... that nothing would ever be as hard or as scary as that, and as soon as I did it, I could go out into the rest of the world, and he wouldn't be there to hurt me anymore, and I could - live however people do. I taught myself bloodbending in secret because it was the only way I could think of to protect myself from him. And that part worked fine. He's dead now. But."

A short pause.

"It wasn't as simple as I thought. I don't have my father to be afraid of anymore, but I'm still afraid. Afraid of other people, afraid of doing things wrong, afraid of being noticed. I thought I could just figure out how to live like everyone else, and I mostly managed the practical parts, but... I don't know how to be okay. The only time I ever feel okay is... when I'm killing someone. And then afterward - I wonder if I really needed to do that, or if I just... wanted to make myself feel better." His soft quiet voice gets softer, quieter. "I don't like that. I thought... I thought that if I just did it enough, maybe the feeling would go away, and I could feel okay whenever I wanted, and it wouldn't matter. I thought that maybe, if I made it my whole life, I could feel okay all the time, and never be afraid again."

[thinklikethis]

Dao waits a second to see if more words are coming, and when it doesn't look like it, he says, "I really honestly want to give you a hug right now."

[in_silk]

"...why," he whispers.

[thinklikethis]

"Because that sounds awful, and - I think I kind of get it, and, just, here I was thinking I had it bad..."

[in_silk]

"I—I still can't let you go," he says, sounding agitated. "You'd tell someone—you would, and they'd find me, and I wouldn't—be safe—everyone would know—"

[thinklikethis]

"Man, forget about letting me go, okay, we've got time to figure that part out, I guarantee you nobody's even noticed I went anywhere yet," he says. "Do you want a hug? Because if you let me out of this chair, I will give you a hug, and I will not try to run away, and even if I did you are a terrifyingly skilled bloodbender and could stop me anyway."

[in_silk]

"...okay," he whispers. "Okay."

He unties Dao from the chair without stepping in front of it; only his hands come into view.

[thinklikethis]

Dao rubs his stiff arms, and... hesitates. "Is it okay if I turn around?"

[in_silk]

A pause. Then, quietly, "Yes."

[thinklikethis]

"Okay," he says. Slowly, trying not to make sudden movements, he gets out of the chair and turns around to look behind it.

[in_silk]

The bloodbender is crouched on the floor in the chair's shadow, shivering, not looking up.

[thinklikethis]

Dao steps around the chair and sits on the floor next to it, and holds out his arms.

[in_silk]

For someone almost as tall as Dao, the bloodbender can make himself astonishingly tiny. He leans into Dao's lap and curls up into a little shivering ball of person.

[thinklikethis]

Dao hugs him, and murmurs soothing meaningless syllables, and feels very very strange about this turn his life has taken. But. This guy clearly needed a hug. He needs like an entire lifetime of hugs. Dao appreciates the value of hugs on a very deep level. He can hug the terrified serial killer.

[in_silk]

The terrified serial killer is now crying on him.

[thinklikethis]

That's, yeah, that is not a huge surprise.